An embryo at 4 weeks...So, this morning (less than 8 hours) will be my first prenatal appt. I'm excited but i'm nervous at the same time. I've been having all of these worries..
- The baby will be ectopic
- I'm not really pregnant, it was just a fluke that the test was +
- The baby won't be growing
- My HCG will be too low and they'll expect me to miscarry..
Just worries.. Like, toss and turn at night worries..so this appt will help answer a lot of my questions.. I know i have done this before...but this is 5 years later.. I was only 20 the last time i was prego and as my boss says, "fertility favors the young and stupid" so i worry. Plus, I know a lot of people who have had problems getting pregnant and it just happened so quick..without us even knowing..so I worry!!
Plus, my thyroid problems are a lot more advanced now. I'm on synthroid and i finally know the value of taking it, but I still hope that it's effective (my thyroid disease causes increased miscarriages). I'm also not having a lot of symptoms of pregnancy.. I'm not nauceous, I'm not SUPER tired.. just a little tired, i'm dizzy a lot, but not all the time. I feel pretty good.. BUt maybe it's all the stress and deadlines i'm under that are preventing me from feeling like crap. I have already gained 3 lbs (sucks) and my jeans are getting tight. 3lbs should not make my jeans this tight!! SO anyway, wish me luck!! Here's to hoping all is alright!
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