My back is still really achy and i'm still having contractions like crazy. I had contractions that were somewhat painful yesterday in my back and front with lots of pressure that were 18 min apart at 3 pm and then by 6 pm were 12 min apart and were 8 min apart by 11 pm.. but then by 3 am, i was woken up by one crazy contraction and then that was it..they stopped.
So, here i am.. I guess i'm just waiting? The only things i need to get done are science things and i can't seem to get myself excited to do them. Yesterday we cleaned the whole house. I finished baby's room, hung up all the paintings and pictures. Then I cleaned the top of my dresser, dusted my bedroom, and vacuumed the stairs. Sean vacuumed the living room and mopped the kitchen and i cleaned the microwave and counters and hung up the paintings and wall stuff in the kitchen.. granted we have lived here for 7 months now and I'm just now hanging stuff up.
I have dreams nightly about wearing jeans with buttons and zippers and not being pregnant any more. Ha ha. I have come to terms with the fact that this baby will be coming out at some time in the near future and it probably won't feel fantastic but I am so ready for him to be here and for me to feel somewhat like myself again. It doesn't really seem real, the baby part, like it should, i just want to be able to sleep on my back or stomach again.. I know, I sound selfish, I have just been pregnant forever!!
I can't wait to have him here either though because even though i was totally freaked out when i had mollee, she has really changed my life in amazing ways.. Without Mollee, who knows where I would be..I had to make really good decisions and learn to keep a job to support her and everything else, and i had to make very hard decisions (well not really that hard) about who was in my life...so, I'm sure that this baby will make our life even better... Mollee is already telling waitresses that we are a party of 4.. how cute.
Signing off,
KP
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